an excretion of my daily life

If you know me you might have noticed that I've been a bit off and desolated for the past week or so. You see I'm a semi-believer in fate and destiny (basically greater forces somewhere helping me make decisions in my life). Well a lot of things just wern't working out for me and I kind of just felt like digging a hole and staying in there. But, yesterday a whole change of events took place for me. Everything fell into place, which reinforced my faith in this force. It doesn't want me to be miserable... it actually wants me to go places in life.

Here's the "note" I wrote to lookbook... because it actually meant that much to me.

A second attempt

I’ve come in realization and regret of my last request to become a member of the lookbook.nu community. It was silly and foolish of me to display such selfish reasons for wanting to become a member of your website. The lack of thought and impulsive nature all resulted to produce an unappealing and unattractive application. So, for all those reasons and more I would like to start again. As if the first time never happened.

To be a lookbook.nu member means so much more than to just be able to post outfits and to rate other members. The nature of lookbook.nu is quite awe-inspiring in itself. People from around the world can exchange ideas with other people who share a common interest. As a member you have the power to inspire and invoke people’s ideas and thoughts about fashion. As a member of lookbook.nu I would love to share my creativity and love of fashion, to hopefully inspire other people on this website as they have inspired me. Thank you.

I got in! On my own terms and everything. Thank you lookbook.nu for acceptance and closure.

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I'm going to see Coldplay live on June the 16! I'm superr pumped. I plan to religiously listen to just Coldplay albums until their concert so I can sing along to all their songs :) it'll be great. Thanks Emily soo much. You're a great friend.