
state of being for the past couple of weeks. It just seems like whether I’m in my bed dreaming, in my school’s library studying, or at Starbucks reading a novel, everything just seems to merge together, and deciphering between fact and fiction is not as easy as it once was. The side-effects of the antibiotics I’m currently finishing up, and the fact that I just recovered from a cold are the main players in this personal manifestation of mine. But also, a lot has taken place for me in the past couple of weeks, and has forced me to mature and take on a lot of new responsibilities. I feel quite blank after everything that has happened, with my grandmother’s passing, and the reunion with my cousins after 11 years without any contact. Everything has just become so surreal. It’s now hard for me to determine between reality and fantasy, because what I thought was unheard of just a couple of weeks ago has become concrete fact.
haha is it for me? Lol thanx! love reading your blog.
ReplyDeleteyup that was for you ;). thanks a lot!
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